Can I stay for awhile?

Maybe a greater thing
Will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch on fire
As it burns through me

I'm going to miss you sweetie, more coherent updates tomorrow x

Because someone had to tell you

"You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails. But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely. You know what pain is. You know what love is. And only then can you say, 'All right, I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment.' "

Tell it like it is

I'm not Jacko, I'm Jackson... 'Wacko Jacko' - Where did that come from? Some English tabloid. I have a heart and I have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me, it's not nice.
-Michael Jackson

Its not nice.

I stopped keeping track

Michael Bublé and Lusiana Lopilato should get married and live happily ever after.

Assurances

Love -- is anterior to Life --
Posterior -- to Death --
Initial of Creation, and
The Exponent of Earth --
-Emily Dickinson

sitting by the sidewalk along the beach of shimmering water with vast amounts of efferverscence, i watched the small kids enjoying their summer break with their parents. i watched with jealousy as i didnt have that kinda childhood. life then was terribly wrong for we live in the slums. india was well known for its poor standard of living. what could i say? it wasnt as much affable compared to singapore. this part of india i lived in was only popular among traders due to the attractive port which was planned for attracting ships for business and piracy. this village is corrupt and my family and i started to fun for a better life in the westside of the country. upon coming to a quintessential spot in the middle of no where, it was there where i knew i would start my life a fresh with the arrival of the newborn.


``by a stranger

Let go

'Hopes are like hair ornaments. Girls want to wear too many of them. When they become old women, they look silly wearing even one.'

Malfunctioned day.
I've started on my personal revision of sec3 stuff, hardly though.
Church, home. I hope tomorrow will be better.
After all things only get better, optimism ya'll

Dear G, you're th sweetest, ice creammmm! x

Forever and a day

Day 90

'I really want to love somebody. I do. I just don't know if its possible forever and ever.'
-Jim Carrey

Lessons in school have been surprisingly pleasant, Mel's promotion bbq yesterday. Completely proved my culinary prowess, discounting the confusion with the tongs for charcoal and food. Felt a little out of sorts, healthwise that is, gave school a miss. Got recommended a site by Mel, helped me realize I'm not the only one who fills the recesses of my mind with amusing albeit worthless thoughts. Check it out: http://goodquotes.com/funnythoughts.htm

RS with Nigel and Vivi later, have a good thursday everybody x

Wanting to be haunted

Cinderella

The prince leans to the girl in scarlet heels,
Her green eyes slant, hair flaring in a fan
Of silver as the rondo slows; now reels
Begin on tilted violins to span

The whole revolving tall glass palace hall
Where guests slide gliding into light like wine;
Rose candles flicker on the lilac wall
Reflecting in a million flagons' shine,

And glided couples all in whirling trance
Follow holiday revel begun long since,
Until near twelve the strange girl all at once
Guilt-stricken halts, pales, clings to the prince

As amid the hectic music and cocktail talk
She hears the caustic ticking of the clock.

Sometimes, at times, most times

It can't go on forever
It would if it could
But there is no use talking
For it couldn't if it would

-Walter Sickert

When i say cute

You say incredibly.

Here we are

'Remember, remember, this is now, and now, and now, live it, feel it, cling to it. I want to become acutely aware of all I've taken for granted.'
-Sylvia Plath

Love by yourself

Normalities

"It's like when you were twelve and what was cool was cool and now you're fourteen and two years have passed and what's old is distinguished by each individual, but you're confused, because no one tells you how to think anymore, everyone just assumes you know. It's like a mass of bipolar, and your thoughts are rampaging on each other, and there's a massacre in your mind and you can't decipher who will be left ruling things up there."

Vous

"Don't waste your time worrying about BGR-- boys and girls will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you--chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends-- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do
anything and everything, If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends...you
have everything."

Day 19

Miracles occur,
If you care to call them spasmodic
Tricks of radiance miracles.
The wait's begun again,
The long wait for the angel
For that rare, random descent.


Can you say optimism?

Everything in transition

I suppose i miss having a place t write about random stuff that i think actually mean something.
So, who knows whether I'll delete this anytime in a week? Or maybe in a few months.

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave.
You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave.
I'm not sorry I met you,
I'm not sorry its over.
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save,
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save.

I don't really like it when songs get stuck in my head, though this one is pretty nice.
xx